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life .
girl .
talk .
friends
i just wan to have a
SIMPLE LIFE
Monday, June 05, 2006
:)
finally. i had deceided to close my blog. n dis will be my last entry. :)
lifes is always a full of ups and downs. :) i believe in retribution. do u? but i had learnt tt nth is fair. everything in this world is really unfair. but u have to accept ur life as it is.
i really dun understand y ppl want to be fake? it's a fate to know each other. betray.backstab. how could someone do such thgs to fren? i really dun understand. is this e' sth to spice up one's life? everyone is good in heart. dun u think so?
i once had depression and i nearly killed myself. it's ppl ard me caused it. a life wif no one love, no one care. hu will like it? how will u feel when u were e' victim and yet everyone care for e' person hu started everithg. how will u feel when u r sick and u hv to take care of urself n no one is there? i feel scared. i feel lonely. loneliness caused my depression. bt i managed to hide it well. i tried my best to force out e' laughter. forced e' smile. i tried my best to be good. but no one seems to noe wat's my intention.
anw. i tried my best to overcome everything. i said bye to my depression. i learnt to do things alone. all alone. although i still had it. bt i managed to overcome e' fear of loneliness. :)
i had been thinking. is life always like tt? why ppl can have a good life, rich life and me? maybe i'm realli a bad bad girl. :(
i personally think tt nth is right and wrong in life. if u think it's right. then it'll be right. but think twice before u do it and nv regret. ppl will always do think harshly and in e' end. regret in watever they had done. y should u regret when u 1st think tt it's right?
i'm not a person hu wan everithg to be perfect cuz i noe. nth is perfect. even a robot. there's still room for improvement. i like my life now. a simple and sweet one. :)
a family, a bf and a bunch if frens hu's always there for me.
life have to go on. pay more attention and show more love to ppl hu need it. :)
although my daddy dun really talk. but i know he care for us. mummy is like sister to me. mummy and both siss and me will tok tok and tok non stop. i'm happy tt e' cable tv is now in e' living room. everyone will watch at e' livin room together and not individually in our room. we talk more often.
dear is always there when i need him. i love him lots. but sometimes, he realli make me hate him. he made me laugh. he made me cry. he made me feel like i'm his princess but he too made me feel tt i'm nth. but i really enjoy every moment with him. couples will have quarrels i noe. but dear. dun u think tt we have far too much of quarreling?
sc and fish. although we dont contact much, we'll talk non stop when we meet up which is abt once in dunno how many mths. we'll tok and tok till we also didnt realise e' time. bt i realli enjoy talkin to u girls. i like to go out wif u all and of cuz e' guys.jr, gs,julian and of cuz ber. we'hv not meet up for long time liao. e' last time is at kenny roger. when is e' next? ktv session?
pals in DLA. e' craziest ppl i had known. do all crazy stuff with. not only crazy. sicko stuff too. slappin of each other. blah blah. stupid. but i like it. haha.. :) i always rmb after proj 1 and everione was back in sch. we r dam noisy and here come our sonny in monotone. "blah blah blah" and rainie laugh and "whooo's thaaattt laauggghinggg??". we like to disturb one another. but no one is angry. u guys brighten up my days in DLA. :)
chuang and wei. we hardly meet up. i think it had been a yr since we last meet up. but u guys are really my 'zhong shi ting zhong' haha.. :) hear me speak non stop throughout e' night. hear me complain. let me vent my anger. haha. :)
sharlyn. we didn contact since then. but thanx for bein there durin my dullest day. u r e' best person i ever seen.
eugene. i feel so bad when i call u. cuz most of e' time. i call u because i wanna ask u more abt hp. anw. we r frenz forever rite. :) so when are u settling down and find urself a gf? haha.. :)
to any other ppl.. i like my life being wif u all.. thanx. :)
simplefern
it's fern (:
